Getting to the tough stuff - hospital day 28

Sorry all for skipping a day - my reasons are twofold. One - Mily had a quiet day yesterday so there wasn't much to impart; and two - my life swallows me up periodically (like right now - I'm supposed to be driving the teenager taxi to pick up at winter formal) and I fell asleep the moment I walked in the door from work last night. Anyway, Mily is complaining of leg pain, so they are currently looking for the source of that; could be a couple of things. She is talking more, and has had her room moved so she is closer to the nursing station where it is easier for them to keep an eye on her. Her biggest issue right now is the anxiety and fear that comes with her awareness of her new limitations and knowledge of what she needs to relearn how to do. She keeps asking for it 'to all be taken away'. My heart breaks over that one. She needs her scripture read to her, needs visits from her sisters and elders to help wash away her fear and renew her faith. When God tests us, it usually scares the crap out of us and we have to remind ourselves that we aren't in charge. No matter what He brings, we can have faith that it is right for us. She needs your prayers to help her remember that. Pray for her to surrender to His will without anxiety and walk the path laid before her in faith. She's been called a fighter; I think she's the opposite - I think she's very good at letting God lead while she follows, but this new situation is scary. She just needs comfort - we can't all be strong all the time. We had our weak moments of fear when she was in the ICU - it's her turn and we need to hold her up and help carry her through. It's time for us to be strong and for her to get an emotional break. This is alot for her. She is doing well tonite from a recovery perspective, but my heart aches knowing her heart aches. B